I watched the movie with an old schoolmate of mine. I haven't seen him in a year and he's grown about three or four inches taller than me and he's a lot more handsome than I last remembered. It was nice. His shoulders were very... distracting. It would occasionally brush against mine and I couldn't ignore it so I'd shift a lot in my seat. At one point I realized I was sliding down my seat and the angle was perfect cause if I leaned in just a little, I could rest my head on his shoulder... but that would make things all awkward and all. So I resisted temptation and focused on Jacob's sexiness.
I liked the fact that he treated me like a lady. He left before me and when I got home and he even had the decency to text me and make sure I was home safely. Gawsh *blush* Now that's just too nice.
And it got me thinking about Jacob. And how this guy who I haven't seen in a lifetime came up and filled up one tiny part of this thing beating in my chest. I'm not saying I'm falling in love... but I guess I knew how Bella must've felt when she was all alone.
I am so lame. But this song is good. You should play and listen.
Help. Me.
And thanks for showing this to me, Fahim. Didn't latch on to her at first, but after a while she just grew on me. And I think she's probably the most beautiful person I've ever seen. Don't you think so?
And heh. It's kinda funny. I've been thinking about how Fahim seems to brainwash most of his friends and feed them with everything he thinks is cool. I've realized that a lot of my music interest is really generated from you. You're just really cool, you know? (: And I really appreciate the updates. I don't listen to anything anymore! I don't know why... :/ Hmph. Ah, well.
I love the weather. It's still cold outside and my toes are a little numb, I'm getting goosebumps on my thighs from the cold air, and my hair is looking pretty damn good today (cause like, hair frizzes in hot temperatures and high humidity).
And then later you can stick your face outside and face it towards the sun and close your eyes and have your face warm up while your feet are still cold on the ground. I like that. Duo temperature, you know? Like you're not sure what you're supposed to be feeling.
It's kind of like when I take a hot shower in the morning. My back is shivering but my tummy is warm. Does that make sense? Can you have your back quiver and your tummy melt at the same time? Well that's how it feels.
I don't know what I'm talking about. I just want this weather to stay just for a little longer. Ah yessssssssssssssssss.
Warm afternoons. Time to go outside! :-D Have a good day, everyone.
What I've been up to:
Mope mope mope
Sulk sulk sulk
I need to make something. I need to occupy myself. I need to stop thinking right now because goddamn, thinking just isn't doing any good.
I really gotta get myself a cello. Or what do you guys think? A doube bass maybe? A banjo? Something a little complicated sounds good. I need to get my mind off things and no, I will not go out chasing boys. I'm too fat and slow for that.
(I think I've just lost my miang-ness)
come be in my dreams
Why is december taking so loooooong? ): I might be working soon. Pray things work out... I really need the cash.
Thank facebook. I really miss these kids.
Anyway, I told my mum to look out the window and she did and she started smiling and acting as if there really WAS somebody out the window. I wish I could do that ): I'm terrible at being photographed.
Neighborhood
Explore friends, family, friends & family, or entire neighborhood.
Recent Comments
-
Aisha Dalila said:
[this is good]Haha, I've always wanted a barbie cake for my birthday! Your photos are awesome. :O read more
on I wish I got a barbie cake for my birthday -
shira said:
I know! Alana was dressed up as Snow White and the other kids were like Superman and soilders and cow... read more
on Stand on my feet, dance the warrior -
supernab! said:
[this is good]Your photos are awesome. And the kids are so adorable om nom nom XD read more
on Stand on my feet, dance the warrior -
astrocoder said:
org laki susah nk mndi air panas. ngilu. haha :D read more
on Rain Rain, Don't Go Away
I DO NOT STINK! read more
on Arinah stinks